Cross all fingers - the time has come... I'm going to do my new specs.
I chose Yes! @ Suntec.. will update you on the process...
Heheheh

Groceries, Groceries..... come to think about that, what's so "gross" about that... Let's call it REFRESHMENT... And why.... It refreshes my soul when i do the shopping, take cab to work, and all expenses paid for... hahhahha....

I stock up the cupboard with yummy yummies.... hahahha... Chocolate, Biscuits, Drinks, alot alot... hHahaha.... So nice... Care to have some?!?!?! (",)

I got a shock when i looked into the mirror.... My eyes could bearly open.... So Scary.... No Life at all... Hahahhaha... There will be a meeting at Jurong tonight... gonna be great.

The little things are always the most important. Learn to take note of details.

我为何会感觉失控
觉得已没人在我身边
这种空虚如何解释，如何表达
我真的不懂

你可以笑我傻，也可以笑我笨
可是你是永远不能体会我现在的心情。

如果就这样走了，这样的放弃一切
这是个不能接受的行为
得要坚持到底，不顾一切努力奋斗
创出一个新的未来

智全

I'm super sleepy...

It does gets to you when you are always the one giving in ya... any relationship takes two hand to clap. Not one give, the other take. GET IT?!?!?! I was super sleepy at work today... can't really open my eyes too... After the transfer, i need to piece everything together again... (",) New things, new planning, new vision, new flow, new...... :)

I'll be having a meeting tonight at TCC Paradize... Guess it's gonna be the same old drink for me... OREO Milkshake... heheh...

Sunday
RZ.. Why you move alot when you sleep... say i also sound asleep... Ya rite.... like from 12.20 to 12.30.... and almost awake til day time... and NO, Breakfast is not meant to be eaten at 5am... go go , go meet her... i wanna sleep.. hahhaha....

Had a short lunch appointment with B Fr. Learnt quite a lot of things from him. Meet out Ka for a walk, then both of us leg suan le, then sat and McDonald's. The waiter while clearing the tray drop a cup on the floor... the ice lemon tea splashes on my shoe. Take him quite a while to say sorry... We waited for Ri to appear. But good old Ri had someone who delivered "Kui Ling Gao" to his house... but he was scolded by his mama that always "Ma Fan" people. Hahahaha.... But he was very touched by the person's gesture. So Sweet. :)

At the end of the day, we still didn't get to eat our Swensens. But not wanting to go home early, we went for Cafe Cartel while waiting for Ke. Know What's the most funny thing.... All of us are broke. Almost dun have money to pay for the drink... the hungry ones kept requesting for bread too.. hahhaha.... the moment i reach home.... "Doom"... i fell asleep.....

Cabbage Soup for lunch
Peanut Butter and Tuna Sandwich for Dinner... HEHEH

Auntie Specialty again... hehehhe Fried Bee Hoon with pork, beef, chicken and prawn... Woowooo.. hahahha.... It's simply delicious. Also have Tuna, and Peanut butter for lunch today... hehehe.. Yum Yum....

NO MUSHROOM!!!

Got Breakfast for R in the Morning… But there is no Mushroom Bun… Sad.. So I just got the Cheese Bun and Custard for him… Hehehhe… I also bought a loaf of bread for 7-eleven so that I can use it to dip my mama’s curry. Yum yum. So today on the menu again, CHICKEN CURRY!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEhehheheheh….

I woke up with a strain at the back. After a late night chat at Central stage with Ka yesterday, we went off only at 12 plus.. hahha … I had milk tea, and that causes me to have a night tide.. hahahah.. I Sneak into the MRT Station Toilet, and the staff came when I was half way done… hahhaha… I kept saying sorry… But Bo Bian, High High Tide… hahhaha…

I head directly to bed after my shower…. Must the too sound asleep… the Strain must be caused by bad positioning.. hahhaha…. Bad Bad bad… hehehe….

Today, R have fever. Poor thing.
Mummy cooks Curry Chicken for me!!! (",) SO YUMMY!!! She brought it all the way to my office and pass it to me... YEAH!!! So Sweet of Her. Huggies and Kisses... Hehehhe...


20th Aug 2006

Information -> Mind -> Beliefs -> Self Esteem -> Action/Behaviour -> Habits -> SUCCESS!

The Session with Dr A R Benard is just mind blowing. All you need is new information that brings forth your success in LIFE!!!
When Yuki Yuki with R, Le, Gr, Tin and Mummy... HAd a wonderful dinner. But I had a shocker at night, D was posted online. It's scary how you need to bear conseqences of foolish things you did in the name of fun....

It is final... It has finally come.... I NEED TO CHANGE MY SPECS.
I drop it in my toilet and crack... a part of it just chip off.. Gone... hahhaha...

Bought Breakfast for R. I told him to wait for my at AMK station. :)

Retuning to Basic

The foundational things are always the most important. Without a strong foundation, everything that we try to build on top of it will just tumble down. So Guys, hear me well. Let’s get back to the basic…

Changes are always for the better. There would be a lot of emotional attachment, but we are to learn to be flexible. Dreams and Vision comes to past because we are willing to make changes and step out of our comfort zone. Let’s move!

I decided to take a bus to work.. hehehhe.... But when i turned into Lavender area, JAMMED!!!! So near yet so far... i was stucked there for 10mins.... I'm just 3 busstops aways, yet, slammed... Jammed... hahhaha.....

Monday... what a beautiful day..... Hahhahaha.. no......... the Atmosphere is tense and lunch time do come fast... :) Auntie always give me food to eat... hahhaha... Today is Hokkien Mee. Wow... Very Nice... Yum. I feel blessed that when i'm down to my penniless, somewhere somehow i will always not go hungry... Heheheh.. Praise Him!!!

I went to my leader's house to discuss some things in the evening. (",) Growth is really something that we failed to see, and i do admit, 8months is far too long. Gear up people!!! We can slack no more...

After the meeting, i received 7 messages and a missed call…. Poor R was very very sad… the one he really really loves asked if she could find someone else? Though they are not together, but she should know that he really loves her…. Talk about not being sure… still dare to say “if”….. Anyway, I need to stay out of it… I’m not in the position to say anything. Just that I’m treating him like my little bro… and it makes me angry to know that he’s sad…. Hai……….. Well, Take Care bro…..

My Mama woke up at 5.30am to steam rice for me so that i can have rice for lunch today. She cooked Pigs Trotter... yum yum.... Sinful indulgence... hahahha... It's Very Nice... Ai Xin Bian Dang!!!

Fireworks Fest
Meeting Ka and gang to see the Fireworks. 9pm at Esplanade... heheh...
It's very nice!!!

After the Fireworks, we had a sinful indulgence… hahhaha…. We went to Suntec for our Giant Earthquake!!! This has become a monthly thing. A Big Bowl of Ice-Cream to dig into… hehehe. Yummy Yummy… and for once the Giant Scoop is truly a GIANT scoop… Wowowowowow….. Me, Ren and R just happily digging into it… With all our fav flavour… And the Best thing is... NOw you See It, NOW YOU Don'T !!! hehehhehe

When Ke reached, he’s only left with the fries…hahahha…

We went for a movie after the icecream… off the MS GV… In our tired, non-sober, and drunk with Chocolate mind, we decided to watch Click. But when Ren asked for the Tickets, we are happy that it’s at the Middle Section. Then when we asked what show we watching. ANT BULLY…. Hahahhahaha…… We got the wrong tickets… After purchasing, R wants to play his fav game... Catch toys... hehehhe... We played the Jackpot Machine and we Got this!!! Little Chip!

Ke wants to eat before the show, in the BK, while waiting for him to finish his burger, we are clicking away with our camera… Photo Taking session. A bit Zhi Lian… hahhaha…. The show is good, but by the time we are out, it’s already 1am plus. We took NR1 back, and by the time I’m home… 3 plus.. hahhaha… Tired. But it has been such a long time that I’ve ever went home so late after a midnight movie… Very Long Time…… hehhehe…

9th Aug 2006

Happy BiRthDAY SInGaPoRE!!!!!
She has gracefully turned 41! (",) with so many properous years ahead. Isn't it great to be in this Tiny Red Dot, Small yet Mighty!!!

In Celebration of the National Day, we went to Marina South for Dinner.. heheh... so to be able to catch some fireworks display too... hehehe.......

7th Aug (Monday)

After work, i went to Orchard to meet R.. Before i got out of the station, he was done with his phone collection, so we meet inside the station to go down to Sim Lim to buy his 100G external Hard-Disk.. He very racist.. hahha.. no Indian or China man... hahha.... After a long walk... That's settles it... found a shop that sells his processor fan and the salesman manage to convince us and assure us.. and gave us a relatively good discount.... maybe we are just comfortable.. even if he cheats us we also dunno... ahhahaha..... we settle for a good $45 dollars casing. Total spend = $$$225.00 ......

After buying, he had a gastric. So we quickly settle down at BK to buy him a set.... My fav too.... Mushroom Swiss... i kapo the fries... I had a good chat with him.... When he talks about his family, tears whelms up... and my heart just reaches out to him... He dun feel like going home, and my mum asked him over to drink soup... so we headed to my place.... Boy... the BUS IS JAM PACKED!!! Where did all these people come from at 9plus in the evening.... hahahah.... We had a good chat and my bro ate with us. a nice evening.

22^nd July (Sat)

Went to Changi Airport for Fellowship
Thomas Called back from Australia

26^th July (Wed)

Dinner at Plaza Sing
ICE CREAM AT Ben and Jerry’s (The Cathay)

This Ice Cream is $$$... Heeheehee.. $18.90... But it's truely a sinful indulgence... 6 scoops of IceCream for 6 of us... hehehe.... Really enjoyed every single bit of it.... it was truely a fun time we had together... Hope that this will last forever....

28^th July (Friday)

CG meeting

Deliverance Services (29^th & 30^th)

July 31^st (Monday)

Went to watch Pirates of the Carribean... we gotten 4 tix.. and boy... are we very near teh screen.... hahhaha.... I was shock by the scene when the Hu-Ga-Cha-Ga man pops out from the tree... that scares the soul out of me... "Puah Da"... hahahaha..... After that, Jo is hungry... we tot of trying out TCC... but nothing fancy us... then i tot of the Tau Huay @ Selegie... and we nicely slip out of TCC with a smile to the waiters and make our way to the Tau Huay Diam... hahha... It's simply smooth bitter tau huay and sweet syrup makes them heavenly...... hehhehe... Very nice... hahha.... MUST TRY!!!

Aug 1^st (Tues)

Dragon Tiger Gates

Aug 2nd (Wed)

Xin Xue Lai Chao.... I wanted to have Steamboat Dinner at Marina South. Hahhahaa... We went to Zhen Fa.... But being a weekday, the seafood are pretty much dead..... So for that night is Zhen Fa Shi Hai Xian.... No point trying to resurrect the prawn and kill it too... hahhahah.... To me, it was just bland... didn;t eat much.... It was EJ's birthday.... we tot of celebrating it with him too... Jo wants to sabo him and bought a pack of Flour.. Boi.......... We have a "white" Finale... hahhaha... all kana.... hahhaha...

Aug 3^rd (Thur)

Swimming at YCK - it's a way of relaxing... going under water, you will not hear the busi-ness of life.. hahhaha.... You can scream your lungs out and no one knows.. hahhaha... just that you'll be out of breathe quickly.. hehehe

Aug 4th (Fri)

Thanks to the overdose of Ice Teh after supper, I couldn;t sleep till 3plus in the morning.. hahhaha…. After chatting with R till 2, my eyes are still wide open.. hahhaha..

When I struggle to wake up, my body cramped up.. the body numb numb one… must be on caffeine high… ahhah… In my non-sober state, I went to wash up… When I do my ritual shaving, my half awake mind, told my two tiny finger to clean the blade by rubbing across it… Clever rite… IT just slices off the flesh like fish scales… two strips of flesh just comes out… hahhaha….. Careless me… hahahaha…..

FOP DAY 1
CCC kicks off the first night of the meeting with songs that we are familiar with. But for the rest of the 199 churches, hmmm…. It might be something new to them, but the atmosphere is like on the ground….. Can’t kick off…. Heard from Mar that a lot of problem occur thru the FOP….

Aug 5^th (Sat)

Prayer Meeting
Lunch-Dinner at Old Hollywood Theater Coffee Shop (Ban Mian)
Pack up Rin’s Room

Aug 6^th (Sun)

17^th Anniversary
Lunch at Bugis Yoshinoya
Look for HardDisk Drive at Sim Lim
Meet Ant at Orchard
Ate at Pasta Mania
Meet Adrian at his work place – Try out the products
Bought dinner for mama
Reach home at 10