Last day of the month of Valentine's....

I changed my blog skin... The washing out of a heart by the waves of the sea.... Nice? (",)

Justin's heart seems to shut down... bad things dun seems to affect him, and all he can do is just to laugh... Emotionally he shuts himself down... Tobias wants to cheer him up, but he just laughed.... smiled and laughed... Is something wrong? He do not know....

He wanted to cry, but tears just hid away... as it whelds up... his face still have a smile on... his eyes were not red. He just subpressed it... he died to the saddness... As his face betrayed that he was faking... he turned away for a moment and turned back... The smile seems real and convincing. Tobias knows that it kills him on the inside, but he wouldn't admit that he is... As he walks, Tobias stayed close to him... and he sits down, Tobias wants to hug him tight... as he tries to sleep, Tobias watched him and saw that his eyes were wide opened... Tobias accompanied him... without a sound, without a touch... silently, assuring... just being there for him...

Let it be he said... Just let it be.... as he slips into a sound sleep as Tobias stays close to him and watched him....