Supposedly Sick....


Heheheh... I was at home... suppose to rest.. but somehow, i just could not fall asleep.... Mama bought Ang Ku Kuey from the AMK Nonya Kuey stall at Hougang that was shown on TV yesterday.... Actually not bad wor... only 30cents each... hahaha....

Supposedly an Alone NIght...

I so wanted to go take a plunge in the waters today... all by myself... hahaha... But Aud wanna shop at the new Korean Shopping Mall Square 2 at Novena.. Well.. i had not stepped into the back part of Novena Sq, so i'm not very sure where the place is.... Her persuasive words entices me to go with her and Jo to do some shopping... Without a clue of the exact location, we just walk out of Novena Station.... Hmm.... Novena Sq, Novena Velocity...... step out... Dun have leh.... we cross the road, and once again... and are we there yet???? United Square.... Noooo.....

So we ask the Information Counter guy and he say "at the back of Novena Square, near Tan Tock Seng".... hahahha... OUr Cukooness was written all over our face... The walking makes the girls hungry.. hahahha.... Walk and walk and Walk..... and Tadang... Square 2.... nice place... hehhe... the food court looks good... but a bowl of Snow Ice Fruit Mix is 5.80 wor... mad.. hahah.... so i chose soya bean instead.. hehhehe....

The shopping seems fast.... i say nice, Aud buys.. hahhaha..... she spent about 100 odd man... the poor girl at the shop Ruth was mentally "Tortured " by Aud.. hahaha... It just her first day of work and kana such a Auntie and her gang of friends, US... hahahha....

Well, the shopping is nice and so fun...

Thereafter, i went to AMKhub to window shop.. nothing much for myself... so i stepped out... I so craved for a MAc Cone... hahha.... I went over to the Dessert Station at the door of Mac and a nice lady served me.. hehhe... I couldn't wait to pop the Ice-Cream into my mouth... hahaha.... i placed $1.oo coin of the counter and a SMS came, the read my msg and walked off... then i realise i forgotten my change... No i Miao arh... but change is change rite... so i walked back to back auntie... she say she passed me the coin... but there's no coin on me.. i told her dun have... and she said she pass me One Round round one... hmmm... i say i know how it look like.. hahah... but dun have... Aiyah.. then i tell her no need lah... and smile... hehe... then she say, Boy i give you another one... I say no need la, then she was insisting.. then i say NO need... Then she say louder... Boy Come.... then i walked away and waved to her no need no need.. hahah.... So Paiseh...

But my cone caused a buck leh.. hahaha..

fUNNY dAY...

SY can't make up her mind to meet anot.. hahahha... so busy with 10 projects... think she's suffocating there liao.. hahahha.... Poorthing....

A Brand New Week...

The Thunder storm early in the morning just shook me up.... But surprisingly, i was perspiring like crazy... hahha

It was only drizzling when I stepped out of the house. So, I decided to take a stroll in the “rain”… It was cool and misty… and I do miss the times of walking in the rain when I was much younger… No Handphone, no pager, no electronic devices, and just happily walking.. heheheh… But that was so long ago… Now, everything is afraid of water.. hahhaha… your life will be doomed without all the communication gadgets.. hehehe..

I was safe and sound in office… the cool weather just makes me sleepy. Hahahha…. How I wish I can sleep through… I’m one sleepy boi…

Tonight should be a early nite for me… I Hope.. hehehhe….

Happy Boi!!!

Guess what i'll be having for lunch??? KFC!!! heheheh
Auntie packed me KFC for lunch.. heheheh

CoLD.....................

Brrrr.... I'm frezzing in the office!!! I got Ai Xin Bian Dang for lunch today.. mama specially packed food for me so that i got food to eat.. hahha.... Honestly... think I'm really broke.. hahha.... until next week.. heheh... Yesterday, the bank deducted $300/= for my Giro payment... Hahahha.... so tata money!!! heheheh.... Wait till next week ba... :)

So "Chu Cha Dan Fan" for the next few days.... But not really la, my mama's cooking is Very nice.. and i only get to eat home cook food like once or twice a month.... and all my friends like her cooking... hahhaha....

So.... Let's Dig in!!! hehehhe...

Interesting Day!!!

Today, time just flies.... So many things to do... yet, you don't feel tired... isn't it great??? heheheh

Z told me about the NS boi ... hahahha... You Go Girl.... Hope you have a rendezvous time with him... hahhaha..... and hope it will last longer this time...

Today, My Brother was enlisted into NS!!! Heheheh... All the Way Soldier! :)

My headache is back.. hai.... almost fainted yesterday.... i'm not sure what's wrong.. Stress, overworked? dunno.... Tried going for a swim earlier, but end up sitting by the pool, writing songs.. hahhaha... a sad song. :)

你说不想一个人过冬
也不能忘记他的笑容
你说这就像一场梦
梦醒后一切都变空

你希望这不是事实
更不希望他会诚实
你知道这很自私
但不愿意接受事实

So, next up.... Melody.. hahhaha.... But as you can see... Not finished yet lah... hahhaha....


Last week, Marc sent me the song that he recorded for me. Remembering the time when i penned the song, all i think about was God's hand coming to rescue me and save me. Marc told me that one of his friend called the day before and was crying over the phone. He told her whether does she wanna listen to a new song he just recorded. After listening, she commented that she can see God's hand coming to rescue her! (",)

Even if she is the only one who benefitted from the song, it's all worth it! (",)

Busy Busy Day!!!

Ma Jiam a war zone here... hehehhe....

So looking forward to tonight's Chill Out at the Caribbean!!! (",)

I Chanced upon this blog "http://everydayitalian.blogspot.com/ " What an encouragement....

The Discipline of Spiritual Perseverance
Be still, and know that I am God . . . Psalm 46:10
February 22, 2007

This verse takes me to a new place. When life gets crazy and somehow we begin to think we are the center of the universe, this Psalmist puts it into perspective. I am not the center of the universe merely a participant in creation. Chill out, relax, refocus and stop doing, and immediately. For the One whom is above all is in control. In total control. I can continue in my physical efforts or I can choose to align my mind with The Presence so that my actions begin to be natural and flow in the direction He is leading. Before all action, I am learning to be still.

Life is not meant be a struggle. We were created to live life and live it abundantly. When life becomes too "hard" one must evaluate if a change in direction is necessary. Have you ever felt like you were riding a stationary bike? You were working so hard and getting now where? Or perhaps you have viewed life through negative or hopeless lenses. Maybe you are tict off all of the time or maybe depressed. My siblings and my husband like to tease me about a familiar reaction of mine. They call it my default setting. According to those sources, my immediate not necessarily long term response to surprise, to fear, to shock, and to embarrassment is often...shall I say it?... anger. I think it is hilarious that they say that, but it is rather true. Angie's default setting: anger. The "unknown" can cause me to react that way. Isn't the root of anger, fear? My students have recognized my choleric tendencies and define those tendencies as characteristics of personality. Yes, however, what we consider is that personality is not an excuse for disobedience or flawed character. I enjoy knowing, acting and having control of my life so when I'm not feelin it, default: anger. That default setting is a weakness. It is contrary to the life that God has for people. However, the good news is, I am changing! Seriously. What a beautiful year it has been.

Life is meant to be enjoyed, embraced and productive. My dreams can be realized and perseverance to get there is attainable. I can be assured, completely and totally assured that as long as I remain focused mentally and emotionally, God will lead me easily, without a struggle. Creativity emerges. Fear and disappointment cannot exist in that current. I cannot afford to let anything distract me from my goal. You cannot either. There is not a day that goes by that this phrase is not in my consciousness. As a result disappointment, contrary mentalities, opposing teaching, draining relationships, conflicting images , negative thoughts and fear of any kind have no access . I am choosing to be still and know that God is near and He is leading. So my new default setting: Assurance

Chambers Commentary: Perseverance is more than endurance. It is endurance combined with absolute assurance and certainty that what we are looking for is going to happen. Perseverance means more than just hanging on, which may be only exposing our fear of letting go and falling. Perseverance is our supreme effort of refusing to believe that our hero is going to be conquered. Our greatest fear is not that we will be damned, but that somehow Jesus Christ will be defeated. Also, our fear is that the very things our Lord stood for— love, justice, forgiveness, and kindness among men— will not win out in the end and will represent an unattainable goal for us. Then there is the call to spiritual perseverance. A call not to hang on and do nothing, but to work deliberately, knowing with certainty that God will never be defeated.

If our hopes seem to be experiencing disappointment right now, it simply means that they are being purified. Every hope or dream of the human mind will be fulfilled if it is noble and of God. But one of the greatest stresses in life is the stress of waiting for God. He brings fulfillment, "because you have kept My command to persevere . . ." ( Revelation 3:10 ).

Continue to persevere spiritually.
Do you need to be still?
What is your "default setting?"
What do you do to stay focused and assured?

Yummmmm....

How's this for a Good and Sumpteous Lunch.. hahhaha... Does it make our mouth waters??? Hand Made Noodles at Bendeemer Coffee Shop... Yum Yum...

When Numbness stills your soul

It's not a good feeling, but it's always better then being sad....
Sitting all by myself sets me thinking about what i like and what i don't.... in the coolness of the wind, and the calming feelings of the waters, i study myself all over again.... There's so much that i want to acheive, and so much i want to explore... So many i want to help, and so many problems i want to listen... So many things i want to do, yet without the discipline to make it happen.... So wanting to change, but the process seems slow... so wanting to be effective, and be stretched further....
Maybe this is Stretching.... Feeling the Strain and all, and see how far i can go.... in a period of trial and testing, attitude will be the most important for me to go through. Sometimes, i will just want to shut down. But the rebooting period is not easy.... So i chose not to... All i do is to draw away for a moment and find my air to breathe.... This is the time where i also feel the most vunerable and try to put on a guard... And i might stings and be edgy easily... having a low tolerance level... Ma Jiam having PMS..... In the blurness of mind, i face the danger to do stupid things... so scary.... So must refrain to see the Old self popping out....

After taking a Fresh Breathe will give me the energy to face life and fight life all over again... I realise that having a good rest will give me a greater and better motivation to face life and be charged up all over again.... So LiFE, Here i come again!!! (",)

I'm going to have hair cut tomolo.... And my Bro is going to shave his head in preparation for NS... So, Farewell DIDI's hair, and see you in a month's time!!! mm(>_<)mm

Blogging seems to be a channel to voice out our inner feelings, and also letting others know what you want to express without saying direct. Many will read and make a self-interpretation of what the person is thinking... but sometimes it just feel like a place where i having a pity party for myself... hai.....

So Totally Loved "Music and Lyrics" !!!
Watchin this show in a wet and rainy day.... and almost got soaked... hahahha



Way Back into Love Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

A Joke to Cheer your Spirit Up!!! (",)

A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday.

"I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror.

On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day!
He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was.
Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head wa s reeling and her stomach felt upside down.

He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake.

Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingl y asked, "Well Dear, what was it like being six again??"

Her eyes slowly opened and her expression suddenly changed. "I meant my dress size, you imbecile!"

The moral of the story: Even when a man is listening, he is gonna get it wrong.

Surprising......

I only manage to fall asleep around 1.30am this morning after a long toss and turn in bed.... and TaDang.... I actually can wake up at 7am, buy breakfast for my colleague and come in to the office... hehehe.... Not late leh... :)

What was i doing so late?
I had BBQ steamboat with my choir members, in a gesture of to spending time with Jos before he enters NS... We were negotiating the pricing with the Auntie...
"$12... Auntie $10 lah, we got 8 people leh.... Cannot lah... Economy not good, things not cheap... $12 lah.... Then we go... $10 lah.... ok ok, $11.... then we like.. okie lor.... " hahhahaha..... But while we were walking over, i saw jas walking in too.. hahhaha.... She shouted "KOR" hahahha... then she and her gang of another 8.... hahahha... Then we turn to Auntie...."Auntie.... 16 people leh.... Auntie...." and she charge us $10 each... hahhaha.... Cheap hor... hahahha...

After getting tired of the food, and indulging in 3 Ice-Cream... we head down AMK at 10.30pm, supposedly to K... but AMK K-box closes at 2am... so, they decided to go Cineleisure to K till 6am... I surrender.... Got Work tomolo leh!!! and so, i went home instead.. hehehhe.... While waiting for JY at AMK, we went to Funland to play arcade games... hahahha.... Though the place is only one carpark away from my house, i had not stepped into the place for years... hahhaha... and i actually enjoyed myself with some of the crazy games.. and we had a race of Daytona.... hahhaha... So all things end off in a high for me, and the rest of the 5 people were singing till dawn.... i heard from them at 8 am saying that they are still at Bugis Mac... Super man and woman arh.... hahahaha

I'm So Blessed!!!

Am i Blessed or what??? hehehhe... Auntie packed me a Huge Pack of Yong Tou Foo with Bee Hoon... Hahahhaha.... Thanks Auntie!!! I so Enjoy food as you can see in most of my entries... hahahha....
Makan All the Way!!!

Marking a Day to Remember!!!

To me, this is one special day!!! Our CG had a wonderful time together today!!!

Trying all the food at Geylang, and enjoying each other's companion... (",)

We ordered Tim Sum at HE JI... So much so much food!!! hahahha.... there we gave also Kel our best regards and a gift before he enters NS this thurs... Must Use the Conditional when your hair grows arh.. hehehhe.... Thereafter we walked down Geylang and ate Durian.... The same place I've been to with my previous CG... The Durians are HUGE!!! hahahah... The gals are enjoying the Queen of Fruits Mangosteen, while the Guys feast in the King of Fruits Durian.. hahhaha... Dex was challenged to eat the durian... hahhaha... you should see his face... Ten Thousands of "Don't Wants"... but he ate it anyway.. heeheee... Then we walked all the way to Paya Lebar for a round of Pool. I must say, I REALLY Enjoyed Myself today!!! Thank You GUys!!!

The Choir people are meeting at the Mac at the Gardens again... (all because of me) cos i stay opposite there mah.... hahhaha... We had a round of Heart Attack and i really having a heart attack.. hehhee... I'm feeling giddy and fainty... Tired and worn-out.... The truth or dare session really cause us to make alot of noise and laughter next to a group of students who are burying themselves in their books, studying for their papers... Sorry Guys.... But Study Hard K!!! heheh.... After 2 rounds of Uno, I head home... (",) Just in time to enter this entry before this day ends... :)

It's such a fruitful day for me. (",) Thanks for Everything guys!!!

hAHHAHA.... Do You know that drinks in cartons bottles have an expiry date and it indicate time... hahhaha... my friend spotted it, and ask me to finish it before it really expire. When is the Expiry date?? 09/03/07 17:40.... NOW.... hahhahaha.....

It's A Brand New Day!!!

I woke up at 7am in morning in hunger.... Hahhaha.... (",) Must be the medication that i'm consuming... boy.. it makes me hungry... hahhaha... I think I'm getting fat... again... hahhaa...

Giddy Giddy....

I'm so singing Kylie's "I'm Spinning around..." and "I just can't get you out of my head"... hahahha... My condition is not improving for the last 2 days... i was on MC yesterday, and today, the head is just spinning all over again... hai........... ... i'm glad that i received regards from my choir members... so amazing isn't it...

EARTHQUAKE!!!!

There was a Tremor that just happened... hehehhe.. so interesting... you can see the pictures on the wall moving too.. Woooo.... This is the first time i witness an Earthquake tremor in Singapore... Interesting!!!

POUNDING HEADACHE!!!

After going out for lunch yesterday, MY HEAD is Pounding non-stop... ARRRRHHHHHH......
First attempt to book tickets over the net (Mountain Tortise hor.. hahhahaha).. anyway, gotten 9 tickets for DreamGirls, 7.30pm Show at The Cathay.

See the Magic of so many tickets... heheh


I loved the movie, but the Headache is super irritating!!! I almost fainted at the bus-stop... Gosh....

I dive straight to bed the moment i reached home.

This Morning was really a struggle... If it's not for the shipment today, i would had taken a MC... My Head, My Head... hahhaha....

Breakfast of the Day!!!

This is my favorite Breakfast for a bright and Sunny Day!!! Shines On!!! I received 8 songs for Jo Yesterday. He wants to submit the songs for the song writing... Hearing him sing makes the song so heartfelt and it's very nice. Keep it up yeah!!!

Frozen Pudding

In the coldness of the brand new month, rain kept pouring and cold air blows... When the pudding that you want to eat froze up in the coldness of the freezer, each bite numbs the teeth that sunk deep into it...

How is my heart today? Good, I guess... nothing is affecting me, and all i want is to enjoy every moment i have. The past i place behind, and the future I behold... What's going to happen no one knows, but one thing for sure, I'm in it. (",)